
hey! I’m Jackie.
I help struggling manifestors finally get consistent results – aka, their dream lives. Whether they’re just starting out or have been trying for years with nothing to show for it – I’m your gal.
By working our method, you can expect:
- very little “frequency” talk.
- No “good vibes only.”
- No spiritual bypassing.
- Real, believable transformation through a clear, logical understanding of how manifestation actually works.
my story
This is a bit of a trauma dump but I’ll always keep it realistic with people. I want you to see that if this is you, your life can get better, period.
My dad died by suicide when I was six. I grew up in an emotionally abusive home, raised by a struggling entrepreneur mom and swimming in trauma. We had no money. The house was emotionally unsafe. I was walking on eggshells before I even knew how to tie my shoes.
There was no stability, no consistency, and definitely no sense of being protected or guided.
I was spiritual from the beginning because that’s how I was raised – on A Course in Miracles, on The Secret, on crystals and dream journals.
I was SA’d when I was 11. Then again at 13. Then 14. 15. 16. 19. I stopped bothering to count. I was floating through life in pieces. I got into drugs, shortly around the time my hometown experienced one of the worst school shootings in American history. Got arrested. My relationships were a revolving door of older men, heroin addicts, red flags, all through my teenage years and early 20s. I changed my personality for every partner because I didn’t have one of my own.
And on what I wanted to “do” with my life? don’t even get me started lol – I tried college three separate times. Quit every one. Couldn’t see a future that I fit into. I was working 60+ hours a week as a full-time nanny making $18CAD/hr caring for three kids, completely burnt out, chain-smoking, and drinking just to get through the day. Not around the kids tho.
But the craziest part? I was still “spiritual”. I was still journaling and scripting and vision boarding.
And I couldn’t understand why – after everything I was doing – I was still this deeply confused, exhausted, self-abandoning version of myself.
I reached a breaking point with a deeply toxic relationship that almost ended in marriage. When I left, I was 30 lbs heavier than I’d ever been, an alcoholic, with no job or direction, and I hated myself.
And for the first time, I let myself fully see it. There was nowhere left to hide.
And I realized something that changed everything: I had created this life.
Not intentionally, not consciously, but still – every situation I was in, every pattern I kept repeating, every “why me” moment… I had a hand in all of it. It was all me! And if I created this, I could create something else.
So I started over. I found a great therapist and began EMDR. At the same time, I started getting obsessed with manifestation – I learned how memory works, how beliefs are formed, how to literally rewrite the past through subconscious reprogramming. I taught myself how to self-hypnotize and install new neural pathways, using the principles of memory reconsolidation, not just future scripting.
And it actually worked.
Within four months, I had clarity. My confidence came back online. I manifested two of my dream cars. My social media started to blow up. I got fired from my nannying job, and instead of panicking, I started doubling down on posting. I got sober. I started traveling. I moved to Italy. I stopped dating people who drained or diminished me. I broke the cycles. I healed my body. I even healed things with my mom, slowly but meaningfully.
And the deeper I went into this work, the more people asked how I was doing it. So I started sharing. And coaching. And building programs. And over time, that turned into something much bigger than I imagined – an entire community of people like me: tired of bypassing, hungry for clarity, ready to finally understand their own power. And that’s the co-creation clubhouse!
what i do now
I run the co-creation clubhouse, a low-cost membership that gives you access to all of my manifestation programs and tools in one place. It’s where we do deep, no-bullshit inner work:
- Not just “creating your future”… but healing your past.
- Not just visualizing your dream life… but actually creating it.
- Not just positive thinking… but real subconscious change.
We’ve also started offering immersive retreats for women called to transformative experiences in Ireland.
who i help
If you’ve tried everything – journaling, visualizing, endless rituals – but still feel stuck in a life that’s so far beneath your potential and cannot seem to consistently manifest, you’re not alone. I work with people who want more:
- More freedom
- More meaning
- More money
- More love
- More truth
- And who are ready to go deep to get it.
why people say it works
The #1 comment I get about my work is “You’re just so good at explaining things.”
I make manifestation make sense. Simply that.
It is a real, grounded, transformative process that changes your actual life and makes logical sense the entire time you’re doing it.
lil fun tidbits about me:
I’m completely obsessed with Venice, Italy – its history, masks, myths, and magic. I spend at least a month there every year. I collect oracle cards. I love puppets and archetypal psychology.
And I believe we’re all walking around with the raw material for a truly miraculous life inside us – we just need the right tools to shape it, and to remember our power.